Identity
Welcome to my attempt to write aboutthe light deservedly shed on wanting to use my voice to speak out about the truths of who I am, beyond the words conveyed with intimate honesty.
- Nomin is not such a good girl.
People say that I’m a nice girl. But I don’t think just being nice is that attractive.
She’s quiet sometimes, but that doesn’t mean she’s always nice.
2. Don’t get moody Nomin is WRONG!
Honestly? It will probably get too deep. I’m very sensitive. I can’t express everything. If I did, I wouldn’t be able to be here. I consider myself someone special. Nevertheless, someone is very sensitive.
She’s soft-spoken and is always teased by others, but that doesn’t mean she isn’t sensitive to it.
3. Simple is NOMIN.
I like being calm. Yes, usually I’m simple. I tend to be neutral. And, yes. I’m going to be great! Really. Hope so.
She’s the pillar of support to others, so yes her nature is to be calm and simple, but that doesn’t mean there isn’t more to her.
4. Nomin’s confidence always goes BIG.
My dream? My dream is not very specific. To be exact, I’m a person who doesn’t believe in dreams. Sometimes I think that reality is a dream. But I believe in myself, and the highest I can reach as a person is to simplify everything I breathe in my life.
She’s not a believer in dreams or more so never had any dreams, but that doesn’t mean she’s not confident and cannot believe in herself.
5. Sometimes Nomin is sensitive.
My personality itself is very serious and quiet. But that’s not all. In a corner of my heart, there’s a sense of being hurt, and sadness toward everyone.
She was criticized for not being successful and good enough, and even though she’s cheerful that doesn’t mean she wasn’t hurt.
6. We need to talk about Nomin.
I think many people assume Nomin to be a happy girl. But, there’s more to Nomin than that.
She’s the mood maker of the group and always seems to be happy, but that doesn’t mean she’s just that.
7. Jealousy makes Nomin ICY.
People say jealousy is like fire. But, when I get jealous, I tend to get icy.
She’s usually seen as a cold and quiet person, but that doesn’t mean she has no emotions.
8. Wanna be angry, Nomin?
I don’t wanna be seen as just a kind person. Who’s just always smiling, who’s always laughing? I wanna get mad when I want to.
She’s calm and easy-going, so many people pass off hurtful things as jokes with that as an excuse, but that doesn’t mean she’s incapable of getting mad.
9. Why can’t Nomin be depressed?
I tend to always hide my feelings. But I’m going to be more honest from now on. There are times when I feel depressed. A little. A little much. Much little?
She’s the one who’s always laughing cheerfully, but that doesn’t mean she’s laughing inside.
10. Nomin ain’t down with inferiority.
When I feel inferior about myself, I don’t fall further or spiral down. Instead, I feel more passionate. After all, I’m the one who sees and experiences everything firsthand.
She’s seen as confident, but that doesn’t mean she hasn’t experienced self-conflict.
11. Sassy Nomin speaks out.
I’m someone who says what I need to say. Even if it cost me. If I hold it back, I think it gets more toxic. So I say what I have to say.
She’s viewed to be outspoken, but that doesn’t mean what she has to say comes from bad intentions.
I wanna be honest in my voice.
AT THE END OF THE DAY, WE ALL HAVE OUR OWN IDENTITIES.
This was genuinely inspiring to write; I undoubtedly experienced a bit of self-discovery with this project, and I’mwholeheartedly thankful to others who are reading this.
Thank you for reading this ♡
